September 1, 2009, Its almost christmas, first christmas wihtout my dad.last christmas was tough cause we had no money that time but this timeis even more tougher, its okay last year that we have no money but thistime its without Daddy, i couldnt even think my life without him..he raised me alone for so many years.. weve been sharing our lifetogether for so many years.. i missed him so much.. words cant expresshow much i miss and love him..
I still remember when i was little i was sicked and he have to sendme into a doctor for a check up.. and theres a flood into the streethe carried me along the way goin to the doctors clinic.. he always do what i want.. thats why i am like this.. im such a brat..
theres so many things that my dad sacrifices for me and for our family..
I am so missing him right now.. i missed the times when we were goin tomall for groceries... me and my nephews were so happy cause we are goinhome with something with us..
he always hides hes feeling to us, the pain that he is goin through, for us not to be worried..
theres this one time that i have a scheduled entrace exam in UST me andmy dads dream school for me.. he dropped me at the school even though hedoesnt have money for the gas he still dropped me by.. too sad that i didnt passed it. that he were so upset in me and soo mad really bad..
i dont know what to do that time, i thought he could understand me.. buthes really mad.. i dont know why he doesnt understand me that time..maybe because ive been so pabaya that time.. till my birthday comes.. hes still mad at me cause of what happened. im mad at him too that timehe didnt gave me money for my bday or anything, so my friends and i decidedto just contribute for the party @ warehouse and after that i didnt go homecause im so mad at him..
but time goes by the bitterness fade.. im really sad cause even at the last time of his life i didnt even made him feel proud of me.. he hasgiven me everything i need.. i wanted to give back all the love he hasgiven me but too bad i couldnt. cause its too late for that..
now all i have to do is to study hard and be a nice daughter to my mom.
Daddy, You know that im trying..All my best for you to feel proud of me cause you know what Daddy,
I am so proud of you.. And i love you so much.. Guide us on everything, Help us to reach the right way.. I love you.
I still remember when i was little i was sicked and he have to sendme into a doctor for a check up.. and theres a flood into the streethe carried me along the way goin to the doctors clinic.. he always do what i want.. thats why i am like this.. im such a brat..
theres so many things that my dad sacrifices for me and for our family..
I am so missing him right now.. i missed the times when we were goin tomall for groceries... me and my nephews were so happy cause we are goinhome with something with us..
he always hides hes feeling to us, the pain that he is goin through, for us not to be worried..
theres this one time that i have a scheduled entrace exam in UST me andmy dads dream school for me.. he dropped me at the school even though hedoesnt have money for the gas he still dropped me by.. too sad that i didnt passed it. that he were so upset in me and soo mad really bad..
i dont know what to do that time, i thought he could understand me.. buthes really mad.. i dont know why he doesnt understand me that time..maybe because ive been so pabaya that time.. till my birthday comes.. hes still mad at me cause of what happened. im mad at him too that timehe didnt gave me money for my bday or anything, so my friends and i decidedto just contribute for the party @ warehouse and after that i didnt go homecause im so mad at him..
but time goes by the bitterness fade.. im really sad cause even at the last time of his life i didnt even made him feel proud of me.. he hasgiven me everything i need.. i wanted to give back all the love he hasgiven me but too bad i couldnt. cause its too late for that..
now all i have to do is to study hard and be a nice daughter to my mom.
Daddy, You know that im trying..All my best for you to feel proud of me cause you know what Daddy,
I am so proud of you.. And i love you so much.. Guide us on everything, Help us to reach the right way.. I love you.
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